945am
Awake. Awake and spiteful. I can't help it. I had to let it happen. When I've had too good a time away (esp with fam) and have to return to this awfully sterile environment, I have to just accept and embrace my loathing and let it run its course.
I try to keep my 'tude to a minimum when I'm trapped in AKASW's office for nearly an hour but it's hard when she interrupts everyone all the time. We were on to me and I had said: "Most importantly, this week, is -" and I was cut off. Who wants to work for someone like that? I will get out of this mood later but now I'm playing it off as: "I have to focus."
11-1135am
Got my hands on Breakfast Blend and it's ok. Sat on a conf call while drinking it and buying UNION's double disc. 7 things happening all at once.
120pm
I have a Pike now that is leaking a bit but I can manage. For two days of being out there's a lot of stuff to sift through and another detail to which I need to adjust is that no one is covering for me in the sense of moving things along. For years I had my team backing me up and vice versa and now that is not the case. The writers are autonomous but that's pretty much where it ends. AKASW is useless and has not sent the one email I asked her to.
5pm
I had half a tall cup of LightNote. I cannot even tell you if it was good or not. All I know is that I did not burn my tongue. I've found out I can hit the gym before Miri sleeps, which I suppose is a good thing. That's why I needed the extra jolt. I have so much rage to unleash it's frightening and sad in a way. I need to get another job. This internal communications stuff is totally unfulfilling.
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